Just one of those days.

I had a rough start to the day. My vital blood level was about 0.52 and I knew it was already low before. 

I have never drank blood from the family casks because I don't want to be a leech! I like to be independent sometimes and getting my own fill of blood is pretty much the way to go for me.

Apparently, it was just my downfall. 

Blade checked my status (which I knew he would) and told me to "drop whatever I'm doing and get my ass downstairs to get some blood."

He sent this while I was in the middle of arguing with some bimbo because I sent her a bite request.

As if it was a tragic event for her? Right....

So I got there already pissed off. Him and GG both went to the dungeon where we keep the blood while I was down there. My pissy mood only got worse when I couldn't get the damn cask to work!

I got the blood (1L) and went to my room because I just didn't want to lose it on the people I love just because I was having a rough day.

Blade was concerned but GG got me a little tweaked. I'm not sure why, honestly. I suppose it was because she kept asking why I was "acting like that."

She just didn't understand (along with everyone else except Arnaldo) that I stand firmly when it comes to feeding myself.

Overall, it ended alright. I talked to Blade and our conversation ended up extending into my rl issues going on lately. I don't usually show myself getting upset but to share such a crucial part of my life with him made me feel so emotional. I hope he couldn't tell at the time lol

I feel stupid for getting so upset today, but can you blame me?

Life does get rough but sometimes you have to just man up and take the blows that come along with it.

I think I learned this today.